Going to miss this

June 2
Monday

You know everyday a group of kids come and sit on my desk and just have fun. I literally have kids crawling on me all day long. I still can remember being fired from my babysitting job with my AUNTY! I know what your thinking; family….? Well, needless to say I was not very good at it (got fired) because I didn’t know what to do with little kids. I was completely hopeless. I have never been to good with kids. I just don’t understand there way of thinking, but after being forced to work with kids all day, I think It have a better grip on the handle. Ok, I am getting better with kids, but I’m not the kind of person you want to go to when you cry. I just don’t know what to do. Today, I made Pagna cry because he was not showing respect to God when we were praying. My kids know that when we pray your suppose to bow your head, clasp hands, close your eyes, and be quiet. Well, unfortunately Pagna was not showing respect. So, I asked him to pray for us again so that we could eat lunch. He didn’t pray and I finally let the other kids eat lunch and Pagna didn’t get to eat lunch until he prayed with me. Needless to say he didn’t pray with me, but rather cried until he got his way. I didn’t give in! I literally folded his hands, closed his eyes and made him repeat after me. If he didn’t repeat then we would not continue in the pray. Pagna was not happy with me for the rest of the day. In fact all the boys, which is the whole class, was calling me bad teacher. I was mad about that and I explained that when you disobey me you’re going to have consequences. I don’t like it when you don’t show respect to God. I used the example, that if I came into a temple and was disrespectful; they understood then.